Bump in hopes of a response.
Also MrLoud15 said on my ban that I was a long term negative influence on the community which was entirely just him writing things out based on either personal feelings or an emotional response from what I did to finally get banned. I highly doubtful I was toxic %100 of the time, seeing as a lot of what I did in-game was based upon building, leaving things for others, etc. I just wasn't liked by the staff, like most, if not all, S players at the time.
But I'm not really one to remember things all too well, I know that I "doxxed" a kid by saying his steam name that happened to be his actual name without me realizing it, and there was one or two infractions that from what I remember, didn't make much sense either.
I was straight up harassed and bullied by a lot of people on here at one point, not saying I didn't deserve some of it, but those are some parts of the community that will never leave me mentally. So it wasn't all pancakes and daisies. I just want to know if I can play on here or if I should be finding a new community for myself.